Wednesday, September 4, 2019

Tony Kinman Walked On Water La La La La La-La La-La-La



1. Meat Puppets • Whirlpool
2. Scritti Politti • Absolute
3. A.R. Kane • Grace
4. Chanté Moore • Wey U
5. Cocteau Twins • Tishbite
6. The Alan Parsons Project • Time
7. Debarge • Love Me in a Special Way
8. Evelyn “Champagne” King • Teenager
9. Greg Sage • Stay By Me
10. Sam Phillips • Soul Eclipse
11. Nilüfer Yanya • In Your Head

1. Joan Armatrading • Only One
2. Wild Carnation • Wings
3. Martha Wash / Black Box • Everybody Everybody
4. Tanya Donelly • Bum
5. Yoko Ono • Move On Fast
6. René & Angela • I Love You More
7. Josef K • It’s Kinda Funny
8. Luther Vandross • Don’t You Know That?
9. Air • Redhead Girl
10. Meshell Ndegeocello • Bright Shiny Morning
11. Sasami • Not The Time


A long-languishing mixtape, now collecting 18+ months of unreported listening. I had it nearly ready to go for spring, as an 80-minute disc, then realized I’d forgotten Wild Carnation and the whole thing got thrown into chaos. Should I continue wingless, or expand to two discs and include the uncompiled highlights of Older ’17, the leftovers of Crunch I, and the un-macromixed best of 2018 and (as of now) 2019, not to mention other discoveries, rediscoveries, omissions??!? You’ve already seen the answer,* above: scaled back down and split into halves. I burned these on a pair of CD-Rs for a July road trip but they have yet to grace a tape; while you wait for your order, stream here.


Notes:

1. Rob Sheffield calls it “utterly moronic” in his otherwise excellent Meat Puppets overview in the Spin Alternative Record Guide. At least he quotes the lyrics, and ascribes some intention to them. I’d go further and say that if the band’s music is a complete mythological system (it is), then “Whirlpool” is one of the songs that best explains where it came from: a belief, embedded in the notes, that every single thing is animate and soulful.
2. Green is my Timothée.



3. Another year, another newly heard A.R. Kane album to clarify my listening habits.
4. The purpose built next generation interstellar Waiting to Exhale track. (ILXors will know.)
6-7. See you at the roller rink.
8. Evelyn “Bubblegum” King. Sprinklers on a bright green lawn.

1. It took Nilüfer Yanya to help me hear that Joan Armatrading invented Britpop, though this song is not the key illustration of that.
2-3. The two joys.
3. Critical re-crediting.
7. It’s kinda funny that I only ever knew the (differently hypnotic) Confetti version; relative to the re-forgotten Josef K (post mid-00s reissues), that band never existed.
11. The four sounds strings make (distorted, shoegaze-y, strummed, synthesized) pair off in a mini-suite, just before the final chorus, that makes this the new highest-density locus of everything I love.


Other highlights, 2018/19 — Maxwell’s Embrya, Toni Braxton’s s/t, Royal Trux’s Cats and Dogs, For Against 90s reissues; new favorites by old favorites, discovered or repped during ILM polls: Björk (“Triumph of a Heart”), Tori Amos (“Cloud Riders,” “Concertina”), Belle & Sebastian (“The Rollercoaster Ride”), Beck (“Lazy Flies,” “Seventh Heaven”), The Go-Betweens (“Bye Bye Pride,” “Boundary Rider”) and, inevitably (?), Low (“Laser Beam,” “I Remember”); being the last to find out that “Slow Emotion Replay” is the The The song; the last to hear the immensity of “Star Guitar,” while gliding past a Kansas sunset; the last to be disassembled by “Children’s Story” and the art of storytelling; the wholly separate thrill of the ear-worm that ends it; similarly loop-able micro-hooks on Bizarre Ride II The Pharcyde; new plateaus of affection, on encounter #837 (“It’s My Life,” “Love My Way,” “Everybody Wants To Rule The World”); the uncanny BPM of Whitney’s “Love Will Save The Day”; trying to reclaim Love & Rockets, struggling to conjure the “so” in “So Alive,” etc., but conceding the coolness of “No Big Deal” as still a minor deal. To me they’ll remain the band in my friend’s tale of a demonic b-side on a desert drive. The full story, someday.

Future highlights — Stephanie Mills, George Jones, Leonard Cohen’s “Closing Time.”


Sealed with a kiss,
G


*For a different answer, check the comments.

Saturday, January 12, 2019

It’s X: Outside In


Favorite albums, 2018


[1] Julia Holter, Aviary

Julia Holter was already the movies to me, and “feature-length Holter album” seems like an idea I dreamed and still haven’t woken up from. Every song here contains at least a few moments as huge as the ones that previously served as shorthand for the expansiveness of her vision (“Maxim’s I” 0:56, “Boy in the Moon” 4:28). In between there are long stretches of mindfulness, blankness, alarm. Like a lot of music tagged as experimental, it would be fairer to distinguish Aviary from pop’s abstractions by calling it, broadly, representational. Even the album’s most notably dissonant passage, four minutes of tuneless bagpipes in the middle of disc one, is clarified by its (again) Frank O’Hara-channeling title: “Every Day Is An Emergency.” I might normally lean toward a more distancing kind of music, but I love how assuredly Aviary moves between states of experience, from stale gray daylight to sudden, startling occupancy of the senses.

[2] Yves Tumor, Safe in the Hands of Love

Upon closer inspection maybe only “Licking An Orchid” really sounds like A.R. Kane, and maybe it’s fatalistic to imagine Safe inheriting the legacy of 69 and “i”: invisible catalysts for redrawn boundaries of pop music in the next decade. But as “Noid” and its tangle of fears and warnings give way to grieving a few songs later, on “Lifetime,” as “us” dissolves, it’s clear how vulnerable an inside the songs represent, and how much damage the term “outsider art” has done to artists. Anyway, a few windows to music’s center, then and now:





[3] Kacey Musgraves, Golden Hour

An album with an unusually fluid context, even by 2018 standards. Whatever yours may be, look up to find it: Is Golden Hour a beam from the great studio in the sky, like Air’s impossibly good-sounding Talkie Walkie? Is it as heaven-sent as George Michael’s weightless, fully lived “Fastlove”? For me, yes and yes, and that makes the details of Musgraves’ phrasing all the more precipitous. Lonely contentment gives way to “and if my sister lived in town I know that we’d be doing something fun,” and suddenly the distance is untenable and Lucinda’s “Crescent City” appears on the horizon and I’m homesick. The sound that follows is decades of weekends with sisters, in one mmm.

[4] Meshell Ndegeocello, Ventriloquism

Ndegeocello plays the R&B hits of her formative years, ’82-’90 (plus “Waterfalls”), but Ventriloquism avoids many trappings of the covers album (memoir, nostalgia, even the question of interpretation) in favor of a disappearing artist reappearing history. In terms of cultural mourning, the time for these songs is right now, and the elasticity and resonance of the performances suggest a band trying to capture and hold vibrations as they pass, transmuted, through yet another set of objects. In the liner notes Ndegeocello writes about the sanctuary of process, about how playing these songs offers reprieve from the present until it too has become the past. That trick of time works in the opposite direction, too, as Ventriloquism stretches out with a grace that lets the past become the present.

[5] Speedy Ortiz, Twerp Verse

Their best and least immediate album, for the same reason: it bears all the marks of poet-leader Sadie Dupuis sharpening her focus, line editing the music for inefficiencies. Atomize the guitars and you’ll find syllables, morphemes; there’s no room for pillowy language, though the pillowy synths of “You Hate The Title” somewhat cushion the landing. After 33 minutes spent relentlessly untangling a knot, it’s the first chance you’ll have to rest your fingers, catch your breath.

[6] Belly, Dove

After Tanya Donelly’s Swan Song Series triple-set in 2016, I predicted new experiments in sound, not scale, from a reunited Belly. I was wrong, which isn’t to say Dove doesn’t sound terrific, but it’s so comfortable in its predestined ’97 shininess (Lovesongs for Underdogs-bright, with 20% more country) that the band is liberated to more important work: intergenerational empathy, massive choruses. The first three songs pass the 5:20 mark with many, many rounds of the refrain, but consider these no lesser gateways to appreciation than whatever forbidding passages a more difficult album might put in your way. Give in. The last of this trio, “Human Child,” is as generous toward the wind-facing youth of the title as it is toward its probable (older) listener, and was ending Belly’s encores during their recent tour. It held the audience, grateful for a band that changed at its pace, as rapt as “Super-Connected” or “Low Red Moon.”

[7] Jennifer Castle, Angels of Death

Did I imagine a consumer warning on the back cover? “This record is meant to be played quiet.” Hear it as if from another room, another summer. The metronomic austerity of “Crying Shame” sets the pace and for a while I was tempted to call it Plastic Castle Band, but then I started to hear the songs as built up from silence, not stripped down from spiritual exhaustion. There’s a whisper that subsumes Castle’s voice, meaning that there are always two melodies happening simultaneously, the song and its afterimage.

[8] U.S. Girls, In A Poem Unlimited

The most poorly served band at Rock The Garden was also the 2018 band most capable of summoning urgency, so a 30-minute midday set was hardly a wash. “Time” went to battle with time: embrace the material richness of the given moment, then reject its constraints. I went forth into the day’s oppressive heat but many months later still haven’t figured out what this evidently political album is saying. And I love it for that reason, and for the typographical detail that suggests U.S. Girls are simply players in A Poem Unlimited, not agents of it. All that matters is that Emma Goldman would dance to these grooves, right?

[9] Kadhja Bonet, Childqueen

“Procession” is A Seat at the Table’s “Rise” reimagined as Spaghetti Western overture, and what follows is so subtly adventurous, the voice that binds it so hypnotic, that it’s easy to drift through these 37 minutes and scarcely notice their macro view of the 70s, from Hot Buttered Soul to Perfect Angel to The Pleasure Principle.

[10] Jorge Elbrecht, Here Lies

A scattered portfolio of Elbrecht’s production talents slowly reveals itself as a marvel of sequencing, a trip back in time through the first musical decade of the artist’s life, from the synth-pop of arpeggiated hallucinations (“Endless Fire”) to the post-punk of repurposed political imagery (“Guillotine,” and its “downfall!”) to the soft rock of starched-stiff wordplay (“Words Never Fail to Fail”). And then back again or somewhere else entirely, on “Mirror.” Better, Elbrecht employs only whatever studiocraft the songwriting supports, e.g. you don’t record a song as if you’re trying to keep the radio within range of its signal unless you’ve written a verifiable gem.


first runner-up: No Age, Snares Like A Haircut

+10
Black Panther: The Album
cupcakKe, Ephorize
Daphne & Celeste, Daphne & Celeste Save The World
Mary Gauthier, Rifles & Rosary Beads
Kristin Hersh, Possible Dust Clouds
Low, Double Negative
Stephen Malkmus & The Jicks, Sparkle Hard
Miss Information, Sequence
Janelle Monáe, Dirty Computer
Yo La Tengo, There’s A Riot Going On



The year in streaming

“You spent 0 hours with your favorite artist Björk, and the pleasure was all theirs,” according to Spotify. Their template probably doesn’t account for the lapsed user, though I do appreciate the (unintentional?) Medúlla reference. New music in 2018 came almost exclusively from Electric Fetus, the library, promo e-mail lists I’m miraculously still on (thanks, Slumberland! The Spook School’s “Still Alive” and Smokescreens “Someone New” were dueling opening tracks for the ages, and Papercuts’ Parallel Universe Blues lived up to its title, if “parallel universe” means “the dream persisted” and “blues” means “poignant ache”), YouTube and Bandcamp, the latter doing the most work to shake up my listening. Some favorites there I hope to return to: World On Sticks by Sam Phillips, Yes I Jan by Bas Jan, Skulls Example by Dear Nora, Trade Winds by Hello Blue Roses, Salt by Mr. Twin Sister, Quieter by Carla Bozulich, Cloud Corner by Marisa Anderson — also a great live act, opening for the first full-band Circuit Des Yeux show I’ve seen, on a night that looms in my memory as tales and mythic noise. (Yes, I saw Kim Deal in 2018, too.)

Monday, December 31, 2018

Macromix 18


// songs of 2018 //

A

20. The Chills – “Deep Belief”
19. Tirzah – “Holding On”
18. Kali Uchis – “Tomorrow”
17. Neneh Cherry – “Kong”
16. Sam Phillips – “Tears in the Ground”
15. Frankie Cosmos – “Caramelize”
14. Let’s Eat Grandma – “Falling Into Me”
13. Toni Braxton – “Long As I Live”
12. Robyn – “Because It’s In The Music”
11. serpentwithfeet – “bless ur heart”

B

10. Stephen Malkmus & The Jicks – “Middle America”
9. Spellling – “Hard To Please”
8. Ariana Grande – “No Tears Left To Cry”
7. Miss Information – “Theme”
6. The Breeders – “All Nerve”
5. Low – “Always Trying To Work It Out”
4. Yo La Tengo – “What Chance Have I Got”
3. Wye Oak – “It Was Not Natural”
2. Mitski – “Why Didn’t You Stop Me?”
1. Janelle Monáe – “Screwed”


75 minutes — 74 with whiplash transitions on the Mixcloud file. And with most of the short songs concentrated in the top half (2:22! 2:11!! 2:08!!!), I’ll have room to append the majority of Whack World to the end of side B. Jk, this one’s shipping exclusively on CD.

The overall mood is less funereal this year, I hope, though it was hard to find an artist who wasn’t singing about some kind of daily collapse. Anecdotally: “Now my friend we’re out of time,” Sam Phillips once sang near the end of an album, and the ensuing silence glowed with the years ahead. Thirty years later that halo has shrunk to nil and she’s out there chasing her waking nightmare with the only words that feel good: “No one will cry for you.” Still, there’s Janelle Monáe’s vow to “fuck it all back down,” or Josiah Wise’s heart chorus, or, most improbably, the enduring warmth of Martin Phillipps (heavenly, molten, etc.) to confirm that the future not only exists, but in some kind of abundance. Personally, I feel like I spent the entire year sweeping up cat litter. I don’t intend to stop.

Some bookkeeping: I’ve managed to avoid any overlap with my albums list for the first time ever, I think, partly because I spent 0% of the year writing about my listening and a last-minute spreading-the-wealth seemed wise. Even so, I’ll spare you the usual litany of other songs I liked this year, with the exception of the last one I had to cut: “Hot for the Mountain” by Natalie Prass. Play it tonight for your new year’s toast.

Saturday, January 6, 2018

It’s IX: Re-entry



Favorite albums, 2017


[1] Kelela, Take Me Apart

The near future, population one. It’s always music that leaves me out of the narrative that most stokes my romantic sense of loneliness and puts me back in my life. The text here is failures of communication and the ends of relationships, the possible subtext is Kelela’s visibility as an artist, and at first I wondered whether to read the album’s title as an invitation or a challenge — to ex-lovers, to the listener, to those who’ve treated her as accessory to her production team, to the “voice needs work” peanut gallery. But more likely it’s just a memo to herself. Kelela runs the whole damn show, and quite literally so at the Entry last November. The chance to see a major artist in an intimate space, plus the radius of the attendant glow, probably has something to do with her placement at the top of this list. But, honestly, I feel blessed to have the album, too.

[2] The Courtneys, II

Averaging more cymbal hits per second than Vivian Girls or Hüsker Dü but considerably looser in approach, groovy as The Clean, The Courtneys fill the resulting space with melodies that feel uncommonly generous and new, even if it’s just a matter of drummer and lead vocalist Jen Twynn Payne matching her own energy. The litmus test or, better, the moment of final surrender is when “Lost Boys,” after a few melodic first drafts, finally revs up to its dumb-then-perfect central refrain and holds it for long minutes until the guitar workout. That one got me in a trance when they played the Entry last spring, and then II defined my summer. I wanted my drum set back if only to bash along to each of these 38 minutes, had to settle for driving around with them instead. The sun it gets higher, higher.

[3] Aimee Mann, Mental Illness

I still can’t tell if Mental Illness is the confessional album its title and stripped down arrangements suggest, the same way I can’t tell if Paul McCartney has ever been truly vulnerable or only infinitely tender. Songcraft intervenes, and it should. The thin veneer of distance makes the songs better. Mental Illness doesn’t bring Mann noticeably closer, but it’s her most immediate and exciting album that isn’t Bachelor No. 2 for the simple reason that every single melody, no matter how small, lands beautifully, with the words as suction.

[4] The Magnetic Fields, 50 Song Memoir

Having been immersed in the Stephin Merritt songbook for decades helped, but 50 Song Memoir held me in the grip of a seemingly endless epiphany when I first started exploring it. It seemed that by explicitly conceiving of music as memoir, he’d found a way to exploit all his habits as an artist for good, and to emphasize his strengths, to wit:

—his melodic stamp is so pronounced that the melodies themselves become self-referential, autobiographical;
—unusual sounds in weird arrangements have scene-setting purpose even at their most deliberately annoying, and at their best conjure a haunted world, e.g. the meows of a long-dead cat, through the fog of memory;
—lyrical economy (obvious);
—reckoning with the details of his life renders him more sentimental than ever, clarifies detachment, irony and bitterness as the gloss they always were, yet one with deep-rooted causes. You’re dead now! … Na na na na, life ain’t all bad.

[5] Vince Staples, Big Fish Theory

Visionary, streamlined and sleek, rhythmically undeniable, Big Fish Theory is the sound of an artist so confident in a new direction he’s willing to make his great shit from last year sound sluggish and old. The surprise of year-end season has been learning that even this album’s admirers don’t hear it as his best work. I know to you—

[6] Circuit Des Yeux, Reaching For Indigo

In the last five years there have been few concert-going moments as powerful as walking in unaware on a Circuit Des Yeux opening set, quickly realizing that, uh, something is happening here, relenting to its grip and, with a dumbfounded grin, witnessing others do the same. Haley Fohr has upstaged the likes of Bill Callahan, Julia Holter and Ryley Walker, to name just the shows I’ve seen, but had yet to release an album that wasn’t a somewhat lesser shadow of these performances: cavernous, incantatory vocals and fret taps on maximum overdrive. Fohr’s 2016 album as Jackie Lynn expanded her palette but the breadth of the arrangements on Reaching For Indigo is a new kind of revelation. Still, continuity plays its part—see: the hypnotic patterns of her former guitar-playing replicated with synths, piano, vocal clips. And when Fohr sings “I can only promise to take up space,” it sounds like a callback to those early shows when she would occupy the whole room, not the timid corner of many young artists.

[7] Girlpool, Powerplant

I figured all along they’d borrowed a page from Waxahatchee, that they’d thought about and, to some unknowable extent, pre-planned the transformational narrative their career would follow before they played a note (do all bands do this?), but I had no idea they were always ten steps ahead of me, and fifty to the left. I saw Girlpool twice when they were a guitar-and-bass harmonizing duo, and twice again in 2017, their first full year as a rock ’n’ roll band. In May they hewed pretty closely to the sound of Powerplant, with guitar effects and drums introduced as new layers of dynamic interplay (“Corner Store,” “123”), and softened vocals that would sometimes blur to a Lush shimmer (“Kiss and Burn,” “Your Heart”). The shock came in October, by which point the band had frayed all its edges and brought the music to a breaking point, Cleo’s every syllable a fight for articulation. The chorus of “Fast Dust” became the most vulnerable sequence of notes ever forced into the light. Maybe it was a sign of crisis but it also felt like the band’s next stage had arrived years ahead of schedule. Saxophone, the newest element, blasted the peeling surfaces of “She Goes By” and the title track, and I had the stunning realization that the latter would lend itself to a lovely jazz piano treatment. Girlpool’s transformations have never been simple.

[8] L’Rain, L’Rain

We’ve been two years without new A Sunny Day In Glasgow material but here’s Taja Cheek dreaming beyond the boundaries of recorded music with techniques that could have been considered outdated, all used up. When was the last time backwards running tape thrummed with such potential? But in terms of scale, 26-minute L’Rain has more in common with other Bandcamp pocket symphonies I’ve top 10’d, Archie Moore’s Dreamshit Surfer or, more applicably, Foxes In Fiction’s obliquely diaristic, date-naming Ontario Gothic. On L’Rain it’s penultimate track “July 14th, 2015” that names the date of a happy birthday voicemail from Taja’s mother, since departed, and brings the work’s personal context into sudden, startling view. I can’t watch Terence Davies’ The Long Day Closes without wondering if movies have any greater purpose than to reconstruct the exact texture of childhood and past lives, the shape and dimension of places once lived, and now when I listen to L’Rain I’ve started to wonder the same about music. What else but to save the voices of loved ones, and the shape and dimension of our interiority at the time of their passing?

[9] Charly Bliss, Guppy

Even if Charly Bliss had existed in the mid 90s and Guppy had been manufactured by the millions, I doubt you’d find it at Goodwill today. Punchline: Everyone would have kept their copy. I refer to the album’s nearly unparalleled catchiness, of course, but don’t overlook the lyrics, which come from the Kristin Hersh school of imagery at any cost. Why be banal when you could sing, “She’s got her toe in the cornhole, bleeding out in a snowcone”?

[10] Cornelius, Mellow Waves

Probably the exact inverse of Beck’s Colors (which I haven’t heard!) but born of similar instincts: Mellow Waves is the place where an artist’s longing for simplicity crashes into his technical sophistication and perfectionism. The latter goes to work, and the listener hears this crash as a faint turbulence. That might explain the album’s self-deprecating, only half-true title. Keigo Oyamada has to make it all sound too easy before the listener can grow skeptical and hear his burden.



[12, 11 & 13-21]

With Out In The Storm, Waxahatchee made my 12th favorite album of the year for the third or fourth time, but remains a contender for artist of the decade.

+5
Arca, Arca
Beach Fossils, Somersault
Chastity Belt, I Used To Spend So Much Time Alone
Emily Haines & The Soft Skeleton, Choir Of The Mind
Syd, Fin

+5
Björk, Utopia*
Perfume Genius, No Shape
Spiral Stairs, Doris & The Daggers
St. Vincent, Masseduction
Vagabon, Infinite Worlds

*It’s not lost on me that both Björk and Tori Amos released expansive new albums in 2017, and that I didn’t spend enough time with either. I plan to devote the new year to them.



R.I.P.

It’s true, Minneapolis feels emptier with Grant Hart gone. I only saw him a handful of times (at the Turf Club, Entry and, most memorably, the Triple Rock, 12/26/13) but he maintained a local presence and seemed likely to turn up anywhere. I found Hüsker Dü reunion speculation a bit silly at a time when one could still see Hart and Bob Mould, separately, playing multiple times a year, but now I long for such idle curiosity about the future. The last time I saw him play was at Loring Park, a little rusty with a full band, and I marveled that “Pink Turns To Blue,” my most private and guarded obsession as a teen, could be played outdoors in summertime for families awaiting A Hard Day’s Night. Minneapolis does nothing better than celebrate and mainstream its musical heroes. Across the park at the Walker, artist Chris Larson had reconstructed the dimensions of the Entry as a space in which to view footage of Hart’s earthly possessions, rescued from a 2011 house fire. That was a fitting tribute to a living artist; a similar gesture now would seem much too feeble.



Here’s to John Lever, the Chameleon who inaugurated “Soul In Isolation.” To Maggie, the Roche who wrote “Hammond Song,” but also “I’m gonna be fightin’ night and day to keep you at your distance” and “the time has come for me to speak.” Those seem like reasons enough to be famous, though I won’t insist on it. Prodigy’s use of a related word made his entire career a critique of whose stories get told, who gets remembered and why. Here’s to The Famous Mobb Deep.

I can’t think of a video I’ve seen more times than “Black Hole Sun,” and there’s a two-year span of my life where it’s still playing, Chris Cornell distorted by the lens and staring down eternity, the afternoon glare on the TV. I find others still alive in their most inextinguishable moments: Fats Domino in “Walking to New Orleans,” Chuck Berry in “Havana Moon,” Tom Petty in “You Got Lucky.” I’m told I sang his “Refugee” farther back than my memories go.



I didn’t hear about Evans The Death having gone the way of Allo Darlin’ until they’d already broken up. One of the great bands of this decade, not to mention a perfect model of band dynamics. I miss ‘em.

I spent ten and a half years, with interruptions, going to the Triple Rock. These were the 25 shows I saw: The Thermals, Naked Raygun, M83, The Thermals (again), Diamond Rings, The Pains of Being Pure at Heart with Twin Shadow, Gruff Rhys, Screaming Females with Waxahatchee, Grant Hart, Dum Dum Girls, Waxahatchee (again), Local H, The Fresh & Onlys, Perfume Genius, Waxahatchee (again) with Girlpool, The Weirdos, Ex Hex, Local H (again), Thurston Moore Band, Mew, Parquet Courts, Julien Baker, The Radio Dept., Boris and Girlpool (again). This was the one I didn’t: Atlas Sound, who we showed up for hours early in the years before clearly announced set times, and roughly a year before I had enough investment to wait forever.

Wednesday, December 27, 2017

Macromix 17


// songs of 2017 //

A

20. Aldous Harding – “Imagining My Man”
19. Marika Hackman – “My Lover Cindy”
18. Sampha – “Under”
17. Perfume Genius – “Wreath”
16. Lomelda – “Interstate Vision”
15. Syd – “Nothin To Somethin”
14. Chastity Belt – “This Time Of Night”
13. The Stevens – “Keep Me Occupied”
12. Arca – “Coraje”
11. Ride – “Cali”

B

10. Alvvays – “Not My Baby”
9. The Shins – “Fantasy Island”
8. Kehlani – “Undercover”
7. Vince Staples – “Party People”
6. St. Vincent – “Hang On Me”
5. Tyler, The Creator feat. Estelle – “Garden Shed”
4. The Proper Ornaments – “The Frozen Stare”
3. Moses Sumney – “Lonely World”
2. Emily Haines & The Soft Skeleton – “R.I.P.”
1. Slowdive – “Sugar For The Pill”


83 minutes, same as last year. Ask me for a tape, or listen here. Words at Big Takeover.


“Fucked up, anxious, full of fear,” begins one song, to which another asks, “How I’m supposed to have a good time when death and destruction’s all I see?” There’s more of that on the tape, certainly (just look at some of the song titles), but whether or not music and I were more anxiety-prone than usual this year, I never felt like my listening was a response to anything in particular. I sought good vibrations, like Mr. Staples, and found them.

indie rock — Sorry, I guess, for so much of it, but in such a strong year I could’ve included many, many more bands: new-to-me Japanese Breakfast (whose “Diving Woman” was the biggest sound I heard at the Slowdive show and whose recorded version is a perfect containment and miniaturization of that sound, electric current in a snow globe), Vagabon (an absurdly young and self-possessed artist, à la Julien Baker, whose every line is both crisis and solution, and whose “Mal à L’aise” is a mid-album analogue bubblebath, well-earned), Jay Som, Charly Bliss, The Courtneys, Girl Ray, Tomberlin (“Self-Help”), Business of Dreams and Stef Chura, plus ‘10s faves Girlpool, Waxahatchee, Big Thief (“Mythological Beauty”), Sleeping Bag (“Affection”), Frankie Rose (“Cage Tropical”), Real Estate (“Darling”) and Beach Fossils (“May 1st”). Among veteran artists, both Spiral Stairs and The Bats were chock full o’ tunes; the former’s were immediate pleasures, the latter’s a bit slower to unfold.

pop — I’m the dummy who cited Taylor Swift’s “naiveté” in 2012 and Justin Timberlake’s “generosity” in 2013 (and those were the first times I’d thought about either artist, respectively), so there’s a reason I feel nervous and stupid when considering the Billboard charts. Still I couldn’t fail to notice this year that, as popular music becomes less popular, there are more and more Hot 100 #1s I find tolerable or enjoyable. In the case of “Bodak Yellow” there’s even one I can imagine feeling wistful about in five years, and in the case of “Humble.” the best song was the single.

other — I could offer backhanded praise of the artists’ vitality but instead I should just say that I loved Randy Newman’s “Lost Without You” (even Newman in the ‘70s would be devastated by Newman in his 70s), Alison Moyet’s “Reassuring Pinches” (I can’t think of when the “synthpop legend reclaims electronics” lane has had a more commanding traveler), Jens Lekman’s “To Know Your Mission,” Aimee Mann’s “Patient Zero” and TLC’s “It’s Sunny.” And for an album that really does function foremost as memoir, The Magnetic Fields’s 50 Song Memoir ended up having a lot of tracks I play individually. Impulsive top five: “A Cat Called Dionysus,” “No!,” “Foxx & I,” “Dreaming In Tetris” and “Have You Seen It In The Snow?” (people overestimate Stephin Merritt’s sense of irony but, even so, the entire 9/11 sequence on disc 4 is startlingly sentimental and, uh, beautiful, you know).

Wednesday, December 13, 2017

Older ‘17

I have no idea why someone would list the best music of 2017 in mid-December, but it’s not too early to celebrate the other music I loved most this year. The big story: after years of thinking of Technique as merely an excellent post-peak New Order album, it took over my life. I guess 30 is the magical age at which its opening line feels like an invitation, not a rejection. In that spirit, here are 20 more albums I was finally ready for this year:


Karen Dalton – In My Own Time (1971) — This year’s documentary Rumble: The Indians Who Rocked the World is most revelatory, for novices like me, when showing how Native American musical tradition is synonymous with the language and idioms of American music, and often planted there by solitary figures (see: thorough musicological analysis of Mildred Bailey’s phrasing, the rhythms of Charley Patton’s guitar). Karen Dalton isn’t a figure of discussion in the film but her own influence speaks for itself during the end credits. I stood outside the Uptown’s auditorium doors in shivering amazement, every night I worked Rumble, trying to soak up as much of “Something On Your Mind” as possible. Never imagined I had a date with such a magnificent song.


Judee Sill – The Asylum Years (1971-1973) — Can’t beat Laura Veirs for succinctness: “You wrote ‘The Kiss’ and it is beautiful, I can listen again and again.” I agree that “The Kiss” is The One, as they say, though I try to ration it.

Dusty Springfield – Cameo (1973) — Another amazing person whose artistry never failed even as the world worked overtime to derail her career. See below.

Minnie Riperton – Perfect Angel (1974) — “Reasons” maps her connections to the world, “Our Lives” dreams of retirement, and in between there are a hundred other ways in which it’s hard now to hear Perfect Angel outside the specter of an early death. But the dripping ice cream cone on the album’s cover is a tell: Riperton believes in the eternity of the given moment, and lives forever in these songs.

Labelle – Chameleon (1976) — A good case for studio experimentation and wizardry in a year I’ve always reserved for the Ramones.

Marvin Gaye – I Want You (1976) — Sounds like the drums and strings of What’s Going On never stopped, they just spun off in a thousand personal directions while the world slept.

Neil Young – Comes A Time (1978) — I continue to explore Neil’s old albums at the rate he releases new ones, so I’ll have to settle for keeping pace. This year I went for Sleeps With Angels (the tape, uh, haunted my childhood home but somehow it took Claire Denis’s Beau Travail to make me wanna hear it) and Greendale (a pleasant slog). I’d heard Comes A Time once before this year but its subtlety made it seem inconsequential, especially given Rust Never Sleeps was imminent. Now it sounds like his catalog’s most obvious precursor to Automatic for the People and Wilco’s Being There.

Look Blue Go Purple – Still Bewitched (1983-1988) — As charming and mysterious as any Dunedin band and I swear I’d never even seen a mention of them until this year. Cosmic injustice or my ignorance, probably both.


Alexander O’Neal – Hearsay (1987) — When I need to see Minneapolis with fresh eyes I can just keep working down the list of Flyte Time productions. “The Lovers” is lush as July, etc.

Verlaines – Bird-Dog (1987) — That old college ache ’n’ thrum is fading but sometimes the right album brings it back. This one’s better than 1987’s Go-Betweens album, and almost as good as the two that bookend it.


Close Lobsters – Headache Rhetoric (1989) — I used to think bands like this were the greatest secret in the world; now I realize the crushing ubiquity of jangly rock music must’ve made the late 80s hell and am simply grateful when a band has great songs.

A.R. Kane – i (1989) — Further evidence that human culture peaked in ’89. I loved Sixty-Nine but had no idea the follow-up would be its exact inverse, so long on grooves and hooks. I also finally heard “Anitina” this year and, well…

Prefab Sprout – Jordan: The Comeback (1990) — The Jordan songs I knew from The Collection, in high school, must’ve sounded like too much a threat to my indie rock “ideals,” as I found them tacky where “Appetite” wasn’t quite. So dumb; this is a major pop achievement.

The Roches – A Dove (1992) — Always weirdly on-trend with their album covers, impervious to trends in every other way. Still, this accidentally made for a good same-day purchase and listen with Love Deluxe, another ’92 album that risks sacrificing personality for slick surfaces, gains more than it loses.

Mary J. Blige – My Life (1994) — Hmm, I’m thinking of another artist whose second album’s second song is also called “You Bring Me Joy” and whose subtext is that sentiment, with pronouns inverted.

George Michael – Older (1996) — Far and away the album that moved me most this year. Even in death he remains misunderstood and otherized (turning “Fastlove” into a dirge for the Grammys was a hideous insult), but his love and trust of his audience is palpable on Older. The music is heavy with the burden of articulating every line and melody just right, to avoid misinterpretation, light with a sense of relief/release. The booklet’s “Thank you for waiting” is the understatement of the decade.

OutKast – ATLiens (1996) — The most overdue listen of anything on this list. I’ve liked OutKast for 18 years, what was I thinking?

Cornelius – Point (2001) — Cuts back on the hyper-allusive thrills of Fantasma and gets right on with dazzling music. Maybe I thought the absence of that Disney-Americana angle would make his music too austere, but I would’ve loved this at 14. To realize that, about music you were once on the verge of hearing but never did, is a form of time travel, or at the very least produces an eerie sense of time as illusory. See also, this year: Handsome Boy Modeling School’s So… How’s Your Girl?; Matthew Sweet’s In Reverse; The Breeders’ Title TK; Blonde Redhead’s 23. It’s 1999 (and 2002, and 2007) all the time.

Jazmine Sullivan – Love Me Back (2010) — I should’ve been on music message boards in my 20s.

Tanya Donelly – Swan Song Series (2016) — The songwriting bodes well for the new Belly album, though I suspect that one’s ambitions will be primarily soundwise, not scalewise. I listened to Swan Song across a wide swath of Wisconsin last month, but already knew it was unusually grounded in time and place (and coffee shop atmospherics) for music in the 2010s.



10,000 doors

My favorite listening moments tend to be ones in which I’m surprised to find myself thinking, about artists I love, “Oh, this is one of their best songs.” Ten of those from this year:

Patti Smith – “Distant Fingers”
David Bowie – “Red Sails”
Fleetwood Mac – “That’s All For Everyone”
Television Personalities – “Diary of a Young Man”
The Chills – “Ghosts”
The Leaving Trains – “What Cissy Said”
Wipers – “True Believer”
New Order – “Mr Disco”
The Afghan Whigs – “Uptown Again”
Sonic Youth – “Incinerate”

Friday, March 10, 2017

Crunch I



Lest I cease documenting my listening habits, here’s Crunch I (f.k.a. Winter’s Diary 30), so named for the tape I found in the deck of my most recently acquired stereo. My version of Crunch I, though not without crunch, is a good deal less crunchy than its original (trust me), but in certain other ways I might pass for that middle-aged man who sells stereos on Craigslist. I’ve reached that foretold place where more and more of my most significant music discoveries are deep cuts from massively popular artists. So it goes. If nothing else, I hope that Bare Trees / Older / Emancipation / Trans constitutes a pattern of albums not often excerpted for a mixtape’s Side A. If it would help I’d list the artists’ names in an invisible font, below, to emphasize that these are forgotten songs, but, alas, I also still believe that context matters.


A

Fleetwood Mac • Sunny Side of Heaven
George Michael • The Strangest Thing
Versus • Into Blue
Edith Frost • Cars and Parties (demo)
Tink • Your Side
The Ocean Blue • Ask Me Jon
Prince • Dreamin’ About U
Neil Young • Hold On To Your Love
Mac McCaughan • Lost Again
A.R. Kane • Miles Apart
Kehlani • Get Like
Evans The Death • Disowner


B

Terence Trent D’Arby • I Still Love You
Cocteau Twins • Theft, and Wandering Around Lost
Wire • Free Falling Divisions
The Lucy Show • The Twister
Judee Sill • The Lamb Ran Away With The Crown
The Terminals • Frozen Car
The Proper Ornaments • The Frozen Stare
The Auteurs • Idiot Brother
The Chambers Brothers • So Tired
Solange • Rise
Fantasia • No Time For It
Depeche Mode • Here Is The House


Highlights: As it is in Carol, I hear “ask me” as a phrase used to minimize the burden of coming out (A6). In response, the rest of the tape flits between intimacy and desolation, the former expressed as a constriction of time, the latter a dilation, but all of it subject to the cosmic clock that states itself, unmistakably, at the end (B11-12).

In the next issue, maybe: 3Ds, Marine Girls, Hugo Largo (whether nearing wild heaven or just Roches at half-speed), Associates, Tanya Donelly, Flock of Dimes, Alexander O’Neal, and Dusty Springfield’s ABC Dunhill years.